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Life sucks, really.
I'm getting so bored of everything& literally everything.
I hate sch. Just for today i hope cause i really do love sch on other days.

I didn't study for poa test at all, and when i say i didn't study i really didn't.
I didn't even look at the notes not like some people who always say they nvr study but they always do. Ok nvm and guilt strike me during the test i feel like crying.
Cause it's such a simple test and i can't even do anything at all.
I am going to disappoint the teacher and myself. Argh let's not talk 'bout it anymore.

I know O's is like what, 70days away and i'm still wasting my time.

Can i just scream cry slp till sept ends ok not funny. :(

I will get back on track, i know i need to study and stop wasting time.
If i don't to be disturbed and irritated in class, i jolly well make sure i won't be noisy and disturbing others during lesson.
It's all about walking the talk right.

Sometimes i wonder............................. if this is all real.

Life is so crazy...

Anyhows school is getting so boring i feel like sleeping during lesson esp geog!
What's the use of doing tys& revising and coping ans when it doesn't goes in at all.
It's just doing for the sake of doing and what's the point.

Ok let's not talk bout sch.
I studied with yanyee ytd at em, and today at lp plus regine& lynn. ^^
I think it's x100 more productive than being in sch because we really learn when we self study.

Ok, it's still bout studying.

And i'm sorry if you've just wasted your time reading.
K let's talk bout some happy things!
1. There's PE tmr& it's volleyballsxz! :D
2. There's afternoon lesson tmr which means card games!
3. Sentosa next next monday.^^
4. Seriously, i can't think.
What bout POA test, geog mock, lit mock and POA mock which just passed today?
Life is so sad right, ok i know! I balanced the account for POA mock test today!:D
The feeling is like shuaaaang. I think it's my first time.
I was damn excited when i press the = in calculator you knowszz!
I don't even balance my a/c in sole trader so it's quite a very happy thing for me.

K enough i'm just wasting my time here so i better run!
& on a saving money plan this week! ^^

Hi! I slept at 3.30 with none unread mails and woke up at 7 and when i on the computer when i wake up i was very happy to see 5unread mails cause ms anne must have sent the letter alr but she didn't and it was all those advertisment crap. Ah, it's ok cause she'll send by 8.15am! :)

Anyways i'm not prepared for it, all i have is one letter. I don't even have my cca records thks.
And there'll be so so so many other people and they must have lots of things to show! Eg. Sijin. But nvm, i'll still get mdm low to write and maybe mail it or whateversxz. I feel like asking Zhang lao shi to write but no offence, really mean no harm but... aiya you know what i mean. :/

I hope my printer can survive to just print this 2 letters! I'll learn my lesson and get printer ink asap.

Ok, back to topic. Actually i'm quite excited cause i don't know what they're going to do so....

This is a weird ending cause i don't know what to stop at but this is my ending haha so bye.

I posted the Crescendo pictures!!
Scroll dwn to read. :)
Yeahz i changed the date.
Anyways i know the blog is now like out of place cause of the big images but it's okay right.
Hahaha i feel so happy now i'm going to do hmwrk abd write messages and wrap present!:)

Where is everyone on a friday night....
Sleeping?
How come so many people not online.

I shall head to bed by 11.30pm too!
I want to go sentosa tmr also leh.
Zzz.

Life is......

A day like friday when school ends early at 12.35pm and mock exam is canceled because teacher went missing and you're not down for any remedials so you leave school happily with your clique and play volleyball and laugh while walking to down town east intending to catch a movie and have lunch at subway but there were no shows and no seats but still tea valley is always there with wide open arms and you decide to have some cheap thrill like volleyball at town park and you play matches and learn how to spike on the green grass under the blue sky with wind and sun, what a nice weather! And went back to the quiet and dark house, and step into the dark room with the scent of roses standing beside the window and you open the window which you have not open for a week and it brings light and wind into the room and you're now blogging with wind from outside blowing across your hair. Oh, what a beautiful day!

HAHAHA, LIKE COMPO.

This is super random but i feel like wrapping a present! Anyone needs help? Haha.
I've always liked wrapping present, it's like... really fun and nice.
Maybe except for looking for nice wrapping papers?
But, i still think it's very fun and nice and whenever after shopping for a gift, i wouldn't mind being the one who brings it home to wrap!

You know during christmas season... you have those girls outside departmental stores or toyr'us helping people wrap their gifts? I like the job, eversince i was young, maybe not that young but in pri sch days i would tell my mum i want to wrk as that! Haha ok quite, no very random..
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Listening today was quite hard. I couldn't really understand or read the qns by myself so after the first time the passage and qn is read, i write dwn the meaning of the qn in english and it was totally zzz cause when the whole thing ends, i only shaded 3. And after the second time ended, i didn't shade 3 ans? Ok.. it's quite tricky lor. But i was quite happy at the end cause i think i have all the same ans as zhengyi! :D

Kayyyz, i'm blogging too muchhhhhhhh so byyyye.
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Btw, celebrated my cousin's bday at Swensens just now and the macadamian milkshake is still as good as ever. My brother was so unblievably niceee! We went into artbox and he asked me why didn't i use the pencil case he got for me on my bday and i say i couldn't find it cause i really don't know where i chuck it and hi, all who have been in the same class as me knows i like changing pencil case and i have a lot of pencil case and i feel very happy whenever i get a new one or use one that i have not use for very long. Okay back to the point and my brother went... 'i buy for you another one la' O.O WAH MY EYES OPEN! Haha.. Ok i felt quite bad but i agreed eh hi, i am so not shy cause my brother is rich ok, but he say if i find the one he got for me, he'll use it. I think he don't really mean it but so nice right. Ok, another thing about my lil brother, we were walking and he told me to look at some baby which is realllllly cute and it's like half the size of him. Really small. So he keeps staring and smiling and guess what! The baby ran towards him and hug him, and he tried to lift the baby up, so cute righhhhht haha kidssss ah.

K, this was intended to be a short post but now............

I am applying for DPA now but i have no idea totally what to write yet that's why i'm here. (don't bother trying to read the following super small para cause you'll only waste your time.)i don't know if i should put all 3 psychology to show how much i really want to get into that course but anyways no more mass comm for me so bye, no more being a journalist cause i think that's still not where i really want to be ok anyways my parents really dislike the idea of psychology but i didn't tell them anything so yea and ngee ann poly is my first choice cause i like it more than temasek, i mean the course. Ok i don't even know if i'd get in since it's like WHAT 100 students per poly only! I might try DPAJS (OR WHATEVER THAT IS) Which is like using, dizi. Haha ok you've just wasted your time on the above cause i have no idea what i'm talking about also.

Anyways today was totally sianzz ohwells.
When i reached white sands i stared at the shuttle bus leaving but kenneth and caleb called me and told me there's another one behind. Jordan, Shayne and Donovan shaved their head. Shayne looks super funny. Service was good, had lunch and the rest went to shave their head. X.X I've got pictures! But tmr kayz or later if i'm done with DPA application and geog hmwrk. :)

Back to sch tmr. :( Let's talk about the positive things instead of the usual sian, hmwrks again!
What about... Yay! Volleyball during recess, talking to yanyee during lesson, ah i can't think of anymore ok what about seeing many people like P10 and 4one which will brighten up my day and... More revisions so, can be better prepared of O's? Okay i don't know you can fill in the blanks.

I'll blog bout Crescendo later if i'm not tired after all the... yep.

I am so bored.
There's nothing i can do besides homework which i don't feel like doing.
I woke up at 10am!(HI I DIDN'T WAKE UP AFTER 12! DID YOU GUYS?)
Ok, I didn't go out cause i need to stay at home with my lil brother.
I should have gone out to study with Haikel or Ahmad cause i'm not meeting the cell later but i need to go at 7 cause i have some family bowling challenge. HAHA so lame but i like think it's going to be fun besides i think my grandparents are gonna be there.♥ I haven't seen my grandma for super long thks to sch and all that cause even if she comes on weekdays, she'd gone home when i got back from sch and she doesn't comes on sat anymore i don't know why and sunday i'd be out even if she comes quite sad ah.

Okay this whole week has been pretty busy with Crescendo rehearsals and all yadder yadder..
But last night's performance was superbbbb. :) Last performance in Coral everrrrr. I'll make a super detailed post when i got the pictures from Edwin yesss MOST of my pictures are with him but he's the one who haven't upload them yet and Yuting!!! Scan the polaroids plsss. :) Ok awesome. I took lots of pictures and the best one was with Vittorio not because the photo is nice or what in fact i haven't even seen it but because he NEVERS take picture or rarely or always reject us so imagine how elated i was when he was like 'ok let's take a picture' HAHAHA. Everyone was so nicely dressed. OK STOP, All these should be saved for CRESCENDO POST. HAHA whatever.

Now, I think i'll just do my hmwrk since i might be having bday dinner with my cousin tmr and i won't have time to finish them. I have lots times a million stuffs to do!

Let's update abit bout sch, we're doing revisions and more revisions everyday in class and talking to yanyee, endless topic i like joining tables and talking and talking and just keep on talking. Spent recess playing volleyball and getting blueblacks, lunch playing cards and needing abital to buy food for us up to class. But i like school though lesson can get reaaally superx100 boring but it's still fun if i can choose i want to stay in sch till i'm 20 maybe haha.

Ok this is such a long and random post.

P.S: Wyy i have smth to tell you on monday! :)

IMAGE HEAVY! PLEASE BEAR WITH IT ESP THE PART WHERE IT'S ME, ME AND ME PLAYING DIZI. JUST SCROLL ALL THE WAY DOWN. :)I JUST WANTED TO POST ALL THE PICS I HAVE, KAYZ I HAVE NOT RECEIVED SOME YET BUT THIS WILL DO AT LEAST. WILL POST THEM UP SOON.
P.S: SRY CAUSE SOME PHOTOS ARE SO BIG! I ONLY WHEN I POSTED THEM AND SO MAFAN TO HAVE IT RESIZED.
SO NOW.......
YOURS TRULY SINCERELY PRESENTS TO YOU THE ULTIMATE...........

CRESCENDO!♥

It was awesome!
One of the best performances ever!! Because many friends were there and it's the last time i can perform as a coralite for school arts festival. :) Even though i could HU very loudly and JUST CANNOT HA at the right beat and sihui was laughing at me. zz so we looked at each other while hu-haaing. Haha. It was still gooooooooood. :)

We were released from class at 9am, slacked in auditorium, have early recess, changed our shoes and head to Raffles Hotel.

Had full dress rehearsal and lunch, rehearse again.

Changed in the changing room with many other people, while some were eating, some were putting on make up. Cause everything has to be done in the rooms.
Ms Ida helped us make up, i think she's quite nice. Then slack around, took photos, ate dinner.
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While slacking...................

This was actually taken on thurs when we had full dress.


Dizi seniors!:)

W/ Mr Boo.

Look at viviany's face!! HAHA.

:)



All the dizi grp shots. :)
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Now... Zuxian, Viviany and me!

So happyz.

Not readyzz

Trying to take a 'wedding photo'. They always have flare skirts!!

My super cute junior.

viviany and jasmine:)
Act cute.

My dizi partner foreverzz. (so bimbotic.)

Idk what.

:)

O.O

Trying to look at our toungues.

Sihui=GHOST.

Snow white= me!

I thought this was a very nice photo. :)

Classic emperor& concubine shot.

Sihui mum thinks that this pic is very nice.
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By then....
We all had to squeeze in some room cause the crowd was coming in.
So, a few of us were at backstage sleeping, or at least i was slping cause the room very noisy and squeezy ah!
I was lying on the sofa with my legs up in the air, head on serene's body, and squeezed behind viviany and serene's leg was on zuxian ok super unglam.
And Zhang lao shi came and look for me with flowers! Awww so nice right.
She was like 'si min zai na li.. dizi de si min.'
And she said 'P10 gei ni de ah' Aww so sweet, seriously!!♥
So we waited and waited cause we were the finale..
Kaysxz then it was our turn to perform!!
SO EXCITED I TELL YOU!
Wishing each other all the best before we went in.
Before the curtains open we were reminding each other to smile, shout, play louder, sit straight, sit half chair, giving thumbs up(y).
Yeah and when the curtains open i could see P10 and hear them shout my name!
Cause they were sitting on top. :) So happyzz.
Anyway it all went well, we played again while other groups came in.
Thank you speech, school song, school cheer and yadder.
The feeling is like awesome.
We felt so proud of coral, literally.
Shouting our lungs out at school cheer and singing our hearts out for school song.

Had cg cheer also, hi i am so proud of my cca thks.♥
It was one of the best day ever.♥
(sihui i totally agree the feeling of a performer.)
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All these pictures credits to Jolene Ang. :) Her cam is can really ZOOM man!
Finale!! :)

Cg!:) I think the photo is very nicee.

Wrong way of taking in air cause i think i was breathing in air through the mouth.
Very tired kaysxz. No air cause all gao ba du! CAN YOU IMAGINE!!
Heng Cecilia was blowing bang di with me cause she's very pro, can cover. :D




Sinking into the song. LOL, sorryz. zzz


All the unglam pics.

Nice ah, so blueeee.





Some very unglam pics and no! I do not smile to myself. x.x
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Kay then Zhang lao shi spoke to my mum earlier and let me leave with my friends.

Took photos outside the hall and i felt like it was my wedding,
not because of the photo i took with kenneth(hi stp telling me it looks like a wedding photo)
but because of the lightings and they had those 'stands'.
Changed went bedok to eat with P10+ Pama!
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Pictures credits to Edwin(those with his name) his cam is like pro, look at the lightings and all!! & jolene(those without names) again.

Pictures from after performance....

Favourite P10!:)

P10+ Pama.

Abital so cuteeee, like snow white.

Fahmi acting cool!

Edwin. :)

Happyz ah cause he keeps asking me to take picture! HAHA.

Nice niceee, with the polaroids we toooook.

This was initially my favourite photo!!

Eh? I was looking at jo's cam. But why that awkward frown?

Okay, smile. :)

P10 + Wilson!! :)

Againzz!

fahmi and vitt's stupid smile.

When Vitt agreed to take pic i was like :D :D :D, then fahmi came in,
so we like take again, but i didn't know fahmi nvr go out of the pic till i receive them haha but nvm anw that's like his classic smile. x.x

I don't know why she wanna wear heels lorrz.

Four one!! :) Me and abital was saying 'mdm lowwww' so the mouth like thatsxz.

Very niceeee but we like looking at jo's cam.
Baby handsome ahhhzz

Agnes& TFL w/ her dimplesssss!

Kenneth lei was sweating like mad. But couldn't take the blazer off cause he'd look like a mac delivery man.

K: Change pose leh!

Haha like, whatever.

SO SWEET RIGHT, Pohling& Xiuwei! :)))

1E3!!!! Hehe. :)

Name tag says: Photographer!
Anyways Ms Mathani mistook him as some 30year old professional photographer the sch hired.

P10!:)

I think we're looking at ed's cam.

P10 + Wilsonnnn! :)

Four one!! :)

Abital lifted up my skirt!! Tsk tsk. Haha. As in literally to see if i was wearing shorts! Haha.

P10, dont know where the jos go!

Xiuweiiiiii! :)

Krystel!:)

Wilson!:)

Againzzz.

Cheryllllllll!:))

When i got home.... Anywayz i looked so talented that day with shoe bag, dizi bag, flowers.
It looked like i played volleyball in the morning, went for dizi prac in the noon and went dating in the night thus flowers! HAHAHA.
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Okay i feel so satisfied with this acomplishing this posttt!:)