LONELY

haiss . . felt so LONELY today sia . chinese was HARD ! and i mean it ! esp the compre last 1 . didnt had tym t0 finish . ah wells =/ den break . went t0 lo0k f0r mr tan f0r the d&T thingy . and i sh0wed him yans file as mine . hahas ! thks yans . i l0orve yuu !! hehes . den we went up t0 class . was to0pid l0rs . the b0ys . urghhhh !! they were making a fo0l and i didnt care . ws TRYING t0 revise music wib xiu wei and yen huei den yue nian tel me lo0k at mahhx bag . and it was 0n the grd ! fuk larhs . den the chair 0ver mahhx bag which i believe ishh mine . den steph to0k s0 i had n0 chair . nvm . den to0k 1 chair frm the bak and kai lin had n0 chair . po0r her . hehes. den music . alamak ! 0so die . >< but mummy said it was okaex' t0 fail music ytd . guess she didnt n0e bt holistic bahhs =X hehes . den after tat to0pid sia . ask ard n01 wanna g0 WS . gelin was g0in wib hannah s0 didnt g0 wib her . den waited f0r xiu wei and p0hling dey all . and they walking t0 l0yang dere ! den i went S alone . haiis . so l0nely with0ut fwends sia ! den decided t0 sms wenxin but she was stil in sch . so went t0 buy my stamps an dno1 wanna pei me eat lunch s0 didnt eat l0r . den cum hme . while walking t0 WS and at WS i was reflecting . reflecting up0n *her* haiis . i HATE her ! but i dun . i dunno ! sometyms i just HATE her man ! felt s0 left 0ut wen they 2 t0king . i n0e it mus b s0me secrects s0 i didnt wanna listen as she didnt wanna tel me i guessed =/ den wen i t0k y mus she listened ? s0metimes i h0pe she wud jus g0 away ? haiis . i dunno ! s0metimes jus felt s0 left 0ut . hais . whut m i gonna d0 ?! lo0ks lyk i havent f0und 1 TRSTED fwend in c0ral ? i dunn0 . i trust them . tel them some things but . . dey dun trust me . and yeah . s0 whuts the p0int hur ? ah wells, i dun care . =/ life in sch sucks i guessed !

-HATES the feeling 0rb being al0ne-
-HATES being left out-
-HATES *her*-
-HATES coral-
-HATES myself-

-depwessed soul-