how fortunate am ii ..
haiis . thought alot bout it these few days . but dont seems to be able to get the answer ! haiis . i really dunno what to do now . noone can help lers . where's my guaridian angel ?! why didnt she appear and tell me what to do ?! pls appear right before me now . told yans about the idea of telling him . she say its not gonna work . and im not sure too . i dun want what happen like what happen to shi han . haiis . someone tell me what to do !
just now i ask yans . 'are you happy now ? ' we both agree that we are stastified but not happy . cos we never appreciated how much we have in life . arent we so fortunate ?! like; when i was editing wishlist . i dunno what to write . mp3 ? ipod ? laptop ? wallets ? handphone ? like what i see in others blog . but i have them . what more do i need ? nothing ! just good results and improvement in my dizi skills but in order to achieve that i have to work hard . and noone can help mummy cant buy them for me . daddy cant give them to me . i have to achieve it myself by wking hard . and mummy ave me everything i wanted . bags . branded slippers . branded shoes . everything that i wanted ! but she never give me disc . mp3 . laptop . its daddy who gave me those cos she always said isit necessarily ? why a laptop when i have a comp ? why a mp3 when i have a disc player . why a ipod when i have mp3 ? why disc when i can just download from ipod ?! why . why why ?! just realise actually how fortuanate i am when some dont even own a hp i change it every 3 mths or half year . yeap . im so insensible . but again . yans is right . when we thought of what we want again . all we said before(the above) isnt true at all . we have everything we need . what more can we asked for ?! haiis . i also dunno .
den she asked me 'have u SAE i love you' to your parents . NO . i dint . she dint too . and what irene said is right . 'tell your parents how much you love them before you lose them and you will regret it for the rest of your life' she's right . absobutely agree but i cant say those words. why cant i when irene can ? when elizabeth can run to her mum and hug her after a movie as if she hasnt seen her for a long time . why can she call and chat with her mum sayin . takecare . i miss u . i love u during lunch time ? why can they ?! haiis .
blablablahhh .
god, tell me what to do -
let my guardian angel appear before me and guide me along-
-brokenn'x-
just now i ask yans . 'are you happy now ? ' we both agree that we are stastified but not happy . cos we never appreciated how much we have in life . arent we so fortunate ?! like; when i was editing wishlist . i dunno what to write . mp3 ? ipod ? laptop ? wallets ? handphone ? like what i see in others blog . but i have them . what more do i need ? nothing ! just good results and improvement in my dizi skills but in order to achieve that i have to work hard . and noone can help mummy cant buy them for me . daddy cant give them to me . i have to achieve it myself by wking hard . and mummy ave me everything i wanted . bags . branded slippers . branded shoes . everything that i wanted ! but she never give me disc . mp3 . laptop . its daddy who gave me those cos she always said isit necessarily ? why a laptop when i have a comp ? why a mp3 when i have a disc player . why a ipod when i have mp3 ? why disc when i can just download from ipod ?! why . why why ?! just realise actually how fortuanate i am when some dont even own a hp i change it every 3 mths or half year . yeap . im so insensible . but again . yans is right . when we thought of what we want again . all we said before(the above) isnt true at all . we have everything we need . what more can we asked for ?! haiis . i also dunno .
den she asked me 'have u SAE i love you' to your parents . NO . i dint . she dint too . and what irene said is right . 'tell your parents how much you love them before you lose them and you will regret it for the rest of your life' she's right . absobutely agree but i cant say those words. why cant i when irene can ? when elizabeth can run to her mum and hug her after a movie as if she hasnt seen her for a long time . why can she call and chat with her mum sayin . takecare . i miss u . i love u during lunch time ? why can they ?! haiis .
blablablahhh .
god, tell me what to do -
let my guardian angel appear before me and guide me along-
-brokenn'x-
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