Wednesday, July 06, 2005

lost ..

ytd celebrated youth day . was fun . hahas . the teachers danced for us . love the flim frm math department . and the 'stars' frm PE & homec department . hahas . so funny . haas .

today__
boring . dead. skipped math remedial . =X pohling made me do that . regret LAH . she ask me go TM to lo0k f0r her sis then walkwalk . boliao . shldnt have gone . shld have gone for math. haiis . whutever . anywayys . told her and xiu wei bt *ahem* hahas . they lyk . dunno lahs . heck lahs . whutever l0rs . then . haiis dunno lahs . reach hme . 5+ slp . hahas . w0ke up at 10.30pm . jue die superstar finish lers . hahas .


-crap .
though it may seems we are 0kaes lers . but i just cant forget whut happen . its not once . twice . its . haiis . whutever . stil leaving me with a bad bad impression . yeahh . if you stil hate me . go ahead and hate me for all i care . i shldnt use the word hate . i just still simply dislike you . you always did smth wrong . then 2 days ltr smile and tok to me . then think everything's over . i just cant forget the matters without an explanation . even with explanation . the matter will still be drifting in my mind . yeahh . i dont care . i feeel lyk just walking up to you and say 'stp faking it, you bitch' but i diont . i dont want things to be lyk . so bad . im lyk making things difficult for her . haiis . i really want that explanation . but i duno hw to mention it . so you'll just be leaving the bad-bad impression in my mind .

-l0st`
im so l0st now . i dunno whut to do . i have no1 to turn to . except sijin . but whut can she do . ? hw can she help besides consoling me ?! her life is so happy . i dun wanna tell her these things and made her unhappy . ? i couldnt trust 'her' anymore . its lyk . haiis . dunno hw to put it . i just cant trust her so much lers . we talked less . i tell her less things bt myself . i dunno hw to sae lah . i hate life . i really really hate life . aunt erica once said 'stupid ppl hu harm themselves and sucide . if they have the courage to die . why cant they have the courage to live on' yeahh . she's right . i just gotta carry on weith life . the sucky life . hatered life . llife full of pains . i wanna go back to primary scho0l . i miss ms angeline lee . she so rawkks . i miss her . i LOVE her . haiis . she's always there whenever i needed . now i cant find her . there's really no1 hu can help me lers . haiis .


'br0kenn-miie'-]]

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