Sunday, August 07, 2005

so much happened-

soooOoOoOoooooOooOoOoOooOooOoOOoOOoOOooSOooSOoosoOOoOooOoOOOOOOOooOooOoooooOOOOooOOoooo much happenedd-

dun wanna talk about it larhs. haiis .
and im so sorry xiu wei i knoe my words have hurt youu .

okaes . whutever. i dont wanna talk about whut happen all those days. its so muchh pain . haiis .

im gonna put the past behind and start afresh. yeah. all the past except the fact dhat i hate stephanie. cos no matter how hard i try to forgive and forget, i just cant. so i shall not waste my time liaos.

and im not gonna care so much lers. just [ lead my own life ]- yeah. im gonna lead my own life. no more gossiping. no more guys. no more trust in others. no more nth. im gonna study((= yeah. im gonna do well for my exams.((: yes. i'll try my best to fufil all these. i'll try my best to make it a dream-come-true((:

reflect alot and i realise fwends are important. but things do go wrong . talking about guys-so whut?! whuts the point.? all i hafta do now is study hard. mummy talked to us ytd night. i cried. its the 1st time i cry infront of her about these things. she told us if one day she's gone den....................... haiis . dont wanna talk abt it. im gonna work really really hard. im gonna give her a gd life in future. yeah. im gonna fufil all her dreams . im gonna do as she says. come to think of it. im really fortunate lahs. i get whutever i want and im really more fortunate than others. hais . though .. hais. dun wanna talk abt it.

something is just so wrong. i dunno whut isit but i can sense it. something is really just so wrong. im getting from bad to worse. my emotions. my attitude. im like letting my emotions control my attitude and hurting othes ard me. im so sorry guys . but just dont be bothered bout me lahs. i oso dunno whuts wrong. im finding the real me. in the process of finding. god will bring me through all these. ((:

i'll pray hard. cos i knoe god listens. he knoes everything. he knoes where's the real me. he knoe me inside-out. he'll bring me to the real me. and then, i'll start my new life.(=

-in the process of finding the real me'

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