bad day..

today was bad!
i couldn't slp the whole night!
it's getting worse! i seriously need slping pills! )):
i looked at the clock 3am, 4am, 5am..
before i knew it it was 6:24am when ivy msged!
then ard 7 went to ask mummy if i can go service, her rm was locked.
sat at the living rm she came out then i ask and she scold non-stp.
well, went back to bed and sms ivy&donovan then cry myself to slp!
hahaha.
woke up at 11am.
things got better.
then when i was leaving for concert,
daddy thought i was going to church and scold like nobody's business !
what's their freaking problem lah?!
get the facts right before scolding can..
and what's more;
can't we have our own believe?!
they believe in buddah just like we believe in Jesus!
they can't expect us to believe what they believe,
and follow what they do right?
just like, would they want us to like get same job as their's now?
NO! they want us to be better than them,
then we musn't follow them,
so why did they stil want us to believe what they believe in now?!
this is so irritating can!
camp is just like 2 days away and i hvn't got their concent!
and they're stping me frm service&cell.
just anything that has got to do with christianity!
haiyer! they seriously need some brainwash UGH!

scolding seems so nice to them, just like their part time job!
but, they didn't knoe how we felt when they critise our church, our GOD!
it hurts seriously !

they won't feel hurt when we believe in Jesus and don't believe in buddah bcos buddah talks nthing abt love. it's just luck & confidence.
but Jesus, or rather the bible says that GOD IS LOVE!
they'll nver understand how we feel.)):

haiis.

concert was a lil boring but alrt anw!
the guy who teach us maicai was some pro.
some seniors were selected to play in the grp too,
how cool to get to perform at SCH! (:

ended ard 6:60pm i suppose.
and went hme straight!
uncle was really mad at me because of wat i said when i left the hse;
i said 'i love my God, so what if you don't allow, it's my choice, u can't stp me anw'

yay, only one of them were understanding enough(:

hais..


special thanks to IVY & DONOVAN !
who gave me alotalot of encouragement & consoled me today!(:
now ivy & i are in a bigbig fix abt camp..... )):


anw,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TONY (my darlingest boy!) and EUGENIA!