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yesterday was horrible.
and i mean H-O-R-R-I-B-L-E!

haven't had this kinda family quarrels at hme alr.
all started cause of my bro yesterday!
then he still scold me this morning. FREAK LUH!
felt so abandoned by my parents.
super pissed with them.
my mum scold me when i woke up from bed for nothing and left the house.
my dad and lil brow as alr gone.
WHAT CRAP lah.
then my aunt called ask me must reach my grandparent's hse ard 3pm,
which means i can't go for cell outing. !
like CRAPPPPPPPPP luh!
blah! i cried for superr long.
then i went into batherm and cried under the shower.
so waste water. =x
was really considering bout giving up on God. =/
i'm sorry-
then after an hour! LOL.
i made up my mind to follow him.
and my mum called to kinda apologise. =x
YAYS! =)
then on bus somethign came to my mind- 'PUT GOD IN THE CENTER AND EVERYTHING WILL COME TOGETHER'
forgot where i saw it but. hehs(:
then i went over to my grandparents hse then they both stay kinda near.
i went back and forth both sides,
something happened then i really felt like giving up.
i don't know where to go anymore.
i stayed under a blk and cry. =/
call roxanne.
but. HAIS, my shepherd is always not there lah.
caleb tried calling me.
donovan too.
i don't know why.
maybe i sounds like crying when caleb called earlier at hme.
btu i din't wanna pick up cause i kinda finally stp cryign then talking bout it will make me cry agn!
blah.
lisha jiejie help us medicure our toenails.
super nice can! :)
then sally jiejie treat me icecream! :)
then she walk me over to anthr grandparents hse before she go hme. =)

ayyyyess.
everything's alrt now.
didn't even reply donovan's msg and go thim kinda worried.
sorrrrry brother!
i'll give him a call tml.

yups.
wanetd to go chinatwn at night but darryl slpign alr. =/
he woke up and left hse at 6am this morning with dad . lol?

yeaaaaaaaa.
HAPPY NEW YEAR ! =)

i'm getting so excited luhhhhhh! :))
yays!
`byebyes(;
resssssstwelllllll !