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what is life all about? hais, i'm getting so emo. :'(
crying.. over yanyee's grandma? we were so excited about cutting hair later, i was telling xiuwei the hairstyle i wanna cut, then the nxt sec, i received your msg. your grandma reminds me of my grandma. but, i'm crying for your grandma. YANYEE; i know how you're feeling. but your grandma doesn't wants you to be sad too. you joked in the sms, but i know these are all fake smiles and joys outside. i know how you're feeling inside. cry out if you want to. don't have to hide. i'll be here 24/7 for you. cheer up ya.

suddenly, i felt so...... i wanted so much for qinggui's hug. or just his sms will do! i miss him so bloody much. but he just doesn't seems to be in front of the comp or he slp alr? i wanted so much to be loved! cherish your love ones. don't take them for granted. you'll regret it when they leave. i miss qinggui. :\ it all reminds me of how you comfort me in the past, talking on phone, smsing, calling inbetween conferences when i'm crying. just a sms from you can make me go high. how nice you treated me JUST NOW. how i see through your sadness, how i entertain you. how you defended me against chungngam and jinqiang when they starts polluting my mind again. how you cheer me up just now. cant you just come and say something to me? :\ i miss you.! :/ sometimes i wish you'd read my blog, to know how much i care! how much you still mean to me.

hais.. am i dreaming!
why am i so emo? =/

well. really cherish the present and whatever you have. don't wait till you lost it le then regret. :'(

cheerup darling yanyee!(: i'm here for you!(:

goodnight..