..
Slept at 2++am on sat!
Went mapling to acompany jolene! Damn, i don't wanna get addicted la, NO NO NO, NVR!
Then talked to qinggui..(: Couldn't help it but felt so happy la!
Sms'd yans&xiuwei!(:
Then when i woke up at 7.30am!.. had this funny dream, it includes shihan, shihan's mum&qinggui!
Then i saw yanyee's sms, 'the feeling will grow, but i dun think you will wannna be tgthr.. again.' I lied on bed staring at the sms. Thought so much i wanted to cry then i replied '...he's flithy!' Yea, damn. I don't know what's wrong. But in the dream, shihan's mum told me to forgive him! Yes, weird la! And i went to watched tv, until 11am! Had miss calls from fengling! Jolene that pig woke up at 11am! And we rush'ed la, didn't even eat, bought wafers&bubbletea to eat on bus. Was telling them about the dream, weirdddddd.
We were late for service and the back was so empty. So we sat at the front.
Wasn't really concentrating during service, managed to note down the message but, kept laughing at stuffs! Then jolene took out jiajian's photo to show cherlyn, she didn't even know jiajian&peida same class as her, and we were laughing la.
Talked for awhile after service. I love the people in church la!(: They're so nice. Rowena, Rachel, Karen, Andrea, Donovan, Merri.(: I so love Rowena!(:
Rush'ed to my grandparents house after service, wanted to study with jolene&fengling but couldn't make it. Sorry darlings! When i reached there, we were just waiting and waiting... Then went to pick my cousin up with my aunt&uncle then we go Thai village at Changi there. Yeap, There was like 40 of us! And we occupied 4tables! The food was nice!(: They came over to play mahjong later, crazy!
Wanted to study, but the mahjong was really loud and i couldn't concentrate so i wrote out 3 papers of foolscaps! Reflecting about alot of stuffs. About my life without Him, and tht song we sang during P&W and the message tht was preached. I couldn't deny no more. My life is empty without him, and i know i need him. I love him. but, it's not about love, but PASSION. It's passionate love! I can't say anymore and sit here and always do nothing. But, i really gotta do something about it. My life isn't right with him. My walk isn't steady. He picked me up but i didn't run with determination and endurance. and.. i chose to fall. But, he is so graceful, he picked me up once again. but, it's like a cycle. i fall again...
Yea, Then adrian smsed again, and asked alot of questions i hate to answer, and i've decided that i hate him alot! I really hate him now lah, damn. I told donovan. I don't know why but.. i just want tell someone about it. Yeap, and that's so for yesterday!(:
Today, for i don't know what reasons, i woke up so early.
And i'm going to study! To make up all for yesterday, i didn't even mugg'ed at all!
But, i think i'm going shopping in the afternoon! =X
Actually i thought i could stay offline and study but, qinggui came online the day before yesterday and i was so, so tempted la. Urgh..
Alright, happy studying people!(:
Went mapling to acompany jolene! Damn, i don't wanna get addicted la, NO NO NO, NVR!
Then talked to qinggui..(: Couldn't help it but felt so happy la!
Sms'd yans&xiuwei!(:
Then when i woke up at 7.30am!.. had this funny dream, it includes shihan, shihan's mum&qinggui!
Then i saw yanyee's sms, 'the feeling will grow, but i dun think you will wannna be tgthr.. again.' I lied on bed staring at the sms. Thought so much i wanted to cry then i replied '...he's flithy!' Yea, damn. I don't know what's wrong. But in the dream, shihan's mum told me to forgive him! Yes, weird la! And i went to watched tv, until 11am! Had miss calls from fengling! Jolene that pig woke up at 11am! And we rush'ed la, didn't even eat, bought wafers&bubbletea to eat on bus. Was telling them about the dream, weirdddddd.
We were late for service and the back was so empty. So we sat at the front.
Wasn't really concentrating during service, managed to note down the message but, kept laughing at stuffs! Then jolene took out jiajian's photo to show cherlyn, she didn't even know jiajian&peida same class as her, and we were laughing la.
Talked for awhile after service. I love the people in church la!(: They're so nice. Rowena, Rachel, Karen, Andrea, Donovan, Merri.(: I so love Rowena!(:
Rush'ed to my grandparents house after service, wanted to study with jolene&fengling but couldn't make it. Sorry darlings! When i reached there, we were just waiting and waiting... Then went to pick my cousin up with my aunt&uncle then we go Thai village at Changi there. Yeap, There was like 40 of us! And we occupied 4tables! The food was nice!(: They came over to play mahjong later, crazy!
Wanted to study, but the mahjong was really loud and i couldn't concentrate so i wrote out 3 papers of foolscaps! Reflecting about alot of stuffs. About my life without Him, and tht song we sang during P&W and the message tht was preached. I couldn't deny no more. My life is empty without him, and i know i need him. I love him. but, it's not about love, but PASSION. It's passionate love! I can't say anymore and sit here and always do nothing. But, i really gotta do something about it. My life isn't right with him. My walk isn't steady. He picked me up but i didn't run with determination and endurance. and.. i chose to fall. But, he is so graceful, he picked me up once again. but, it's like a cycle. i fall again...
Yea, Then adrian smsed again, and asked alot of questions i hate to answer, and i've decided that i hate him alot! I really hate him now lah, damn. I told donovan. I don't know why but.. i just want tell someone about it. Yeap, and that's so for yesterday!(:
Today, for i don't know what reasons, i woke up so early.
And i'm going to study! To make up all for yesterday, i didn't even mugg'ed at all!
But, i think i'm going shopping in the afternoon! =X
Actually i thought i could stay offline and study but, qinggui came online the day before yesterday and i was so, so tempted la. Urgh..
Alright, happy studying people!(:
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