Midyears are here,

There's so many things to study and i seriously think i don't have enough time.
Perhaps cause i played too much.
Everyone is mugging so hard, i really mean everyone!

Even the slackiest people i've seen around are mugging so hard, but what about me.
Is it cause i haven't feel the urgency? No, i feel it. Infact i've felt it over the weeks.

It's just the lack of self motivation and perhaps laziness.
I really want to do well but even if there is faith, i'm reminded that faith without works is dead.

So work is the only solution, yes?
Yes, and even if it's still sort of last min, i have the the whole of tmr to do some revising, quite determined that i'm not going out to study but just staying at home and focus as much as i could unless the condition at home is really bad as it's ph and my parents will be home.
Yeah, so i guess i'll skip spiderman3 tmr.
Sacrifices have to be made, but we're celebrating Ryan's bday and besides i'm not really interested and i need to save. Ok, no more excuses but we'll see. :/
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Another issue bout Veitnam trip, I did feel a lil bit of excitement the past 2 weeks but just now as i sat thinking about the trip striking out the fun& friends. ):
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My dad said some things which made me feel like i'm such a failure as a daughter, sometimes i really do wonder why are things like that but often i place the question mark on my parents. And rarely i question myself. When was the last time i actually say 'i love you' to my parents, or even just smsing them seems so hard. When was the last time i sat and tell my parents about the things i face in life. Ok everyone gets emo when it comes to parents right? Duhhhhhh. No emo! :) And i can feel that my brother is changing, puberty? It's normal but i'm just so not used to it.

Still,
Happy Birthday Ryan! :)
and
Happy Birthday Serene! :)