screwed up life.

I feel so unsure of my future, like zeriously man.

I hate telling people what course i'm in, i just don't want to explain.

I know everyone's giving me good advices and i really appreciate it,

esp those who supports me. .(like only 5? haha)

I was really encouraged and feels more safe and secure haha.

Like bf who said 'But cause i know you so very well.. I'll support you all the way.'

It's all about good sch bad course or bad sch good course right.

Partly i feel that it's not a wise decision in terms of going into a lousier course technically but still ...

Hmm i don't know but sry to all, i'm sticking to it.

Just support me ok?

Give me 3years to prove that i made the right decision.

I promise to work hard in poly! :)

Sooo pray hard for my appeal.

Will update the final verdict on 9Feb! :D

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On sat.. Head to my aunt's place after cell.

Talked to my mum and cousins about it and they were giving me constructive advices.

As in really literally constructive. Though i turn to friends more than family,

i will always choose to listen to family in making BIG decisions because i know they'll support me through it and stuff.

Somehow i feel really secure in them. :)

And i really thk God for a close family.

My cousins are all super nice they go the extra mile to even help me check if the course is recognised in various overseas university!

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Sunday was service, rushed home right after service because my relatives were over at my place. I had to babysit the whole day.. because my aunts want to play mahjong and my uncle is busy slping as he worked overnight but i don't mind because baby bryan is super cute!

He's like seriously the most guai baby i've ever seen :)

I love having my relatives over at my place, it's very family.

And since i'm as close to paternal sides as maternal sides, such gatherings mean a lot to me.

It just bonds everyone right? Hehe i am a very family girl ok don't think i always stay out late means i'm don't care bout family r/s.

(someone said that to me before. -.-)

Okkkie so p9 came over at 10.30pm? Stayed and talked for awhile and central for dinner.

Argh missed cny visiting with them, need to head out soon!

Though we just had bbq.. but i can nvr have enough of them! Haha.

Pictures up soon!